I'm sorry Y.Y

Ahem, Nat, I'm going to be posting this may or may not be long apology to you.

Well, here goes...

Dear Nat, I'm very very very very very very very very very VERY sorry for everything.

I miss you u.u I'm going to die without you so bad right now. I need you. 

I don't even know wth I was thinking, like what even. 

But the truth is, I can't live without you.

And please be reading this u.u 

May you give me one more chance at our friendship? 

I'm truly sorry. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. 

Like I can't even live right now.

-El